Time to Talk

Ryan found himself on the couch and he looked up at Blake. His blue eyes filled with mischief. "Well as long as we're on the same page I suppose we'll be just fine." Once he found Blake on his lap, he leaned in and kissed her gently at first. Moments later the kiss were more rough and passionate. He slowly bit at her bottom lip again teasingly and when he pulled back he smirked at her.

Blake smirked. She knew how people wanted avoid the confrontation after having sex with someone they shouldn't have, and it was a good thing she was a great liar sometimes. "Of course." she replied as she got comfortable in his lap, kissing him back in the same manners he was kissing her. As he pulled away and smirked at her, she grasped his hair and tugged his head back and exposed his neck further for her to kiss. She had to try and avoid marking him.

Well it was good he didn't mind his hair being pulled or he would probably have a headache. He smirked and let out a soft moan when she pulled his head back and started to kiss him. This was definitely fun for him. She knew what he liked from their past experience which made it that much better. His hands traveled to her legs and he moved his hands up and down her thighs slowly and sensually.

Blake smirked against his skin as she heard him moan. She generally remembered what the guy liked, which always seemed to have them coming back for more. The two of them had shared a lot in what they adored during sexual intercourse, so pleasing him would not be too hard. Nipping down his neck, she sucked softly before biting his neck playfully as her hands ran across his chest before yet agan grasping his hand shaft with both of her hands as she let out slightly heavy breaths from his hand rubbing her thighs.

Ryan was enjoying what was going on until he "snapped back into himself." He realized where he was and what he was doing. "Oh my god." He said. "Blake what are we doing?!." He wanted to get out of there and forget this ever happened. He was going to lose Reyna for sure. Why did this happen? He always knew how to control himself and he always stayed in the right state of might. "I'm sorry Blake I have to go." He lifted her off of him and sat her back down gently. Quickly he got dressed. As he was leaving he punched the wall...hard. "Fuck!" He yelled in pain and anger right after he hit the wall. Why did this all happen? Reyna was his world and he did something to hurt her again. He wanted to cry, he wanted to scream, but he didn't want to lose Reyna. The sad part is he knew he was going to.

Blake took in a sharp breath as she heard him speak. Shaking her head, she frowned at herself as she set her down and he gor dressed. Quickly dressing herself, she walked over to Ryan and grasped his hand in hers after he punched the wall. Affection as not her thing, but she knew he needed it. She was seriously going to kick herself for this one. Generally she did not care about whom she had sex with, even if they were in a relationship, but if there was one thing, she could not let Reyna and Ryan fall apart. They were perfect together, and she as not going to let it end. Gulping, she frowned before cupping his chin and pulling his gaze to hers. "Calm down. I know that this... Whatever we did, is not a high point. I don't want you and Reyna to fall apart, so if you need to tell her anything..." she paused and clenched her teeth, "blame it on me. Say that I forced myself on you, because it is sort of true." Oh damn she could not believe she was saying that, but she was not allowing them to fall through.

Ryan wanted to cry he was so mad at himself. He was also scared to lose Reyna. He didn't want to lose her not now not ever. He wanted to marry her, have children with her, and spend the rest of his life with her. His hand hurt but he wasn't focusing on that. He was thinking about how much he wanted to hold Reyna right now and just lay in bed talking to her and cuddling with her. He was glad he didn't go all the way with Blake this time. It would've been impossible to repair his relationship with Reyna if he did. Even though it was true Blake initiated everything and semi-forced herself on him, he didn't want Blake and Reyna fighting. What could he do and what could he say? He wanted to keep his girlfriend and he wanted to keep the peace between everyone. Fighting wasn't something he was good at. "I don't know what to do. I don't want to lie to Reyna and I don't want to lose her. I don't even know how this happened. I have everything I want with Reyna and then some. How could I go and do this to her? She trusts me. Hell she even lost her virginity to me. I'm going to break her heart and in the process break my own." He frowned and tried his hardest not to hit the wall again.

Blake sighed and tried to keep calm. She found no need to have both of them on edge, so she just held his hand through grasping the other one to make sure he would not punch the wall again. "Look I don't care if you blame me." Well that was a blatant lie, but if it got him and Reyna in the clear, mostly it was worth it. And she was sure Reyna would not be overly pissed at Blake for initiating the kiss, at least on a general hormonal basis. At least... she hoped Reyna would be as forgiving as she thought she was. "I know its hard to decide what to do. But if you tell her that, then it wouldn't be quite as bad. Reyna is sweet and kind and I am sure she will be forgiving. You wouldn't be lying to her, and if she really has an issue, I can talk to her. I want there to be peace just as much as you do, and I am not going to sit back and watch things crumble because I am all over the place."

"I have to think of what to do." Ryan shrugged and sighed. "I've always been open and honest with Reyna so I will tell her I'm just afraid of the consequences of telling her. That deal I tried to make with you before. That...that wasn't like me. Not with Reyna. Never. I don't know where that came from and I don't know what I was thinking. It really feels like someone else was controlling me. I wanted to stop myself. My brain told me to stop. I told myself to stop but I couldn't." He was so confused and felt completely helpless. "I don't understand what happened. I'm angry, sad, confused, really confused, and my hand hurts." He shook his head. What if someone else was controlling him? What if someone wanted to break up him and Reyna so they cast some kind of spell? Was there anyone in Hogwarts with that kind of magic? He didn't think there was but then again anything is possible at Hogwarts.

Blake was speechless. For he first time ever, the way Ryan was acting had made her speechless. He was so... Vulnerable and not his normal self. Reyna had certainly changed him, and she was not sure if she actually quite liked it or not. But now was not the time to think of that. "Look, tell her. Don't keep anything from her, but I will make sure to have my word if things go down hill," he stated firmly as she looked over his distraught features.

Ryan nodded and hugged Blake. "Thanks for your help." He realized hugging her could be dangerous considering what had just happened but he knew he could control himself. He didn't have any desire to do things with her. All he wanted was his beautiful girlfriend. "I'll tell her when I see her. I miss her. Maybe I could convince her to spend the night with me every so often. I miss having her in my arms." He pulled away from the hug. "Only me and Reyna know this but during our first date she fell asleep. I carried her to my room and we fell asleep. That's all we did. Sleep. It was nice and I think about it everyday."

Blake hugged back as he nodded to Ryan. Listening to him speech, she bit her tongue. He had grown quite soft for the girl. Not that Blake cared, but in the same sense, she did not like hearing how sweet their relationship was. "How sweet," she smiled as she pulled back from the hug and stepped back and fixed her clothes. "You two are great together."

"We'll see how long I can keep her after she finds out what I did. For our one year I want to get her a big and beautiful promise ring. My sister told me what those meant. I want to get one for Reyna for our one year and then for that Valentine's day or something after I want to get her an engagement ring. Just don't tell her. I want to make sure we can make it through this before I start doing the shopping." He was excited to get her a ring and start making their future serious but he didn't know if Reyna would want to still.

Blake smiled and looked at her reflection again before looking over at him. "Well my lips are sealed. I have no doubt you guys will make it through. She is tough and forgiving and quite the catch. You two will make it through even if it takes time." Shrugging slightly, she pulled her hair up into a messy ponytail before leaning against the wall.

Ryan nodded. "It's still a little nerve racking. I'm still trying to figure out how that thing happened with us. I mean I never wanted to cheat on Reyna. It just doesn't make sense. I've behaved our whole relationship and then this happened. I don't get it. I'm so confused." Unfortunately Ryan was having a hard time understanding what happened. He knew he wouldn't just go and do that to Reyna. It was confusing him to no end. "She's a great girl. I wish you two would've had the chance to become friends before the baby thing. I know you would love her."

Blake sighed as she listened to him. She was not the best with all of the relationship stuff, let alone advice for a situation like this. "To keep it simple for now on why it happened, just a rush of hormones. I don't know how else to explain it other than that, but if there is another reason beyond that, then maybe we should avoid the source, whatever it may be." She shrugged. He had been good from what she knew and now this with her? Not like this should be a valid solution, but if anything, he could avoid her until their daughter was born. If her hormones were rampant, then there in of itself should make sure that he could behave. But there was also the fact that he did not pull away in the first place. She grinned at his last statement. "I'm sure, but no point in doting about the past because we can't change it, we just have to take what we got and make the best of it, even if it is complicated."