I climbed the step slowly due to not having Snickers there. I had ditched him in the kitchens, I didnt want him to see this.
Then I was at the top. Slowly I felt my way up to the edge.
I wore a black short dress and high heels and my my hair was simply swaying around my shoulders and in my hand I held my Huntress dagger.
I thought back onto all the people I´d hurt, all the people whose lives had ended because of me, all the families who´d been ripped apart...
All of my friends...
Index had been tortured because I had brought him to Mr.Riddle, Sky wouldnt speak to me again if she knew, as would Tom. Maya I had seen in months. I knew I´d end up hurting Pat and Blee when I´d shun them for their own protection.
I´d already broken J´s heart. Ian would hate me if he knew what I did. My family had died because of me. My father died to save me, my sister because I was too late, my Mother and Grandmama for my crime... The only one left was Evan...
Evan..I really loved him. So so much. He was amazing. I just really hoped someday he´d realise that too. He deserved it.
Snickers...was my bonded familiar, he´d die with me. A tragic thought but I knew he´d understand.
I shivered as I stepped up onto the edge holding myself on the wall.
The wind swirled my dress around my legs and I bit my lip before throwing my dagger behind me at the wall sticking perfectly.
Just before I was about to jump I heard a song in my head,
Don't give this all away.
We'll be fine, you'll see.
Just don't give up on me.
It reminded me of Evan and I felt a sharp pain behind my eyes. Gasping I lost my footing and fell...onto the stone floor.
I was instantly knocked out.
Blackness seeped out of my eyes like tears as I lay there.
I awoke hours later with a killer headdache.
"Why is it so bright...?" I moaned closing my eyes again.
Wait..what?
I opened my eyes and hissed.
Ohhhh fuck brighbrightowowow.
OhMyMerlin.
I blinked.
I could see. I could see. I COULD SEE.
"AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed half happy half shocked.
Everything was kinda blurry.
I grinned. I needed my glasses.
looking around I remembered where I was.
And why.
I had wanted to jump...but I hadnt.
Why hadnt I?
I didnt know.
Ohmy god. I had to Owl Evan! And tell J- no...
I couldnt tell J..he hated me...
With good reason...
Merlin... I kinda wanted to be blind again now..hide from his hurt and pain...
But Evan..I´d see him again...I´d SEE him...
I ran down the stairs and in all my hurry,
I forgot my signature dagger...
Home 
