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When he closed his eyes she sighed as well as she looked down at the floor feeling like the worst person in the world, wondering how she had gotten into such a big mess. All she wanted to do was curl up in the corner and cry all of her frustrations out. But she couldn't, not here and not in front of him it wouldn't do any good.

She barely heard what he said before he was kissing her softly and without a thought she pulled herself as close as she could to him and kissed him deeply. Eyes closed she let herself be lost in the moment pushing every other thought out of her head. She had to try to make this work, it wouldn't just happen but even still she couldn't help but think of other things.

He was surprised of her reaction, but kissed her back wrapping his arms around her in a protective hug. All his fears an thoughts flew out the window for that moment. That seconds in that kiss made everything okay again, and made his sun shine again even he knew it was just for a moment.

He didn't want to pull away but he was losing his breath, so he did, just for a while, enough seconds to meet her gaze and lose his sanity, kissing her again deeply and lovingly holding her tight close to his body, feeling his own heartbeat rising fast.

When she was in his arms there was nothing better than that feeling, no other place that she rather be. Smiling slightly she moved even closer though she didn't know how much closer she could possibly get to him. Finally she shifted slightly running her fingers over his arm as they kissed. Finally when he pulled back she could feel her heart racing, her blood seeming to boil if that were at all possible.

She was just about to give him some space when he pulled her back in for another head spinning kiss, this one truly making her feel faint and light headed. Sighing into the kiss her eyes closed once more as she kissed him slowly and passionately. There was no where she wanted to be in that moment. But even so the good moment couldn't last forever and eventually she was the one who pulled back.

Jay truly enjoyed the kiss, he felt love an passion surrounding them and that was really what he needed. When she pulled back he sighed slightly because he wanted more, he wanted try making that moment last forever. But as he was aware, that was impossible so he have her a little bit more space, still with his hands wrapped around her waist.

He had lost himself again in his thoughts looking right to her eyes without knowing if he could smile or not. It wasn't really such a moment to smile, but the kiss had made him decide to fight for her agains everyone and everything, even he should hit Jaxon. He was his mate, but Jay would try to make things work with Fallon even that meant losing his friends, not passing his exams and losing his sanity next to her.

Now he wasn't able to talk, he had lost his own voice, he was just able to look at her lovingly and not thinking in anything else that wasn't she.

The kiss had her head spinning and she couldn't ever remember feeling this way while kissing him or anyone for that fact. Closing her eyes as she sat there breathless she could feel his fingers upon her waist and she tried to stay in the moment, to shut the rest of the world out.

Moving back in slightly she turned slightly as she opened her eyes and moved so she was straddling his lap and face him. Her skirt rose dangerously high up her thighs but she ignored it. Leaning in slowly she kissed along the side of his neck biting and nipping. Running her hand upward over his chest she eventually let her hand come to rest along the back of his neck. Fallon had never wanted him more.

When she moved and ended up straddling his lap he stared at her a bit stunned. He glanced at her noticing her skirt was high up her thighs....probably too dangerously for his sanity, and he couldn't help but a little smirk appeared in his face, but he was again surprised when she started to kiss and bite his neck.

Jay sighed huskily feeling her and automatically his hands run slowly and sensually over her thighs, from her knees to the edge of her skirt and back, and he bit her earlobe sensually, just losing himself in that moment. He wanted her besides of what had just happened.

Fallon knew that she had more than likely lost her mind but she was trying to prove to him that she could do this. She loved him and never wanted to see him sad again because of her. Continuing to kiss and nibble against his neck she sighed softly as she try to calm her racing heart. It wasn't doing much good and she closed her eyes for a moment.

When his hands began to roam across her legs she shivered slightly wanting to urge him on but not able to find the words. This was hardly the time or place for such a thing but she wanted to make him happy. But when he bit her earlobe lightly she stiffened on his lap and pulled back. Without a word she pulled herself off of his lap and rushed from the compartment, smoothing down her skirt as she did.

What was she thinking, she was behaving like she lost her mind. Pushing a few people out of her way she found another empty compartment and slumped to the floor after closing the door. As she did the tears streamed down her face.

Yeah, that surely wasn't the place or the moment for that, but he just wasn't able to stop her steps, he needed her close to his body, even it was just in a hug.

What happened next was just so quick that Jay only realised everything when he saw Fallon rushing out the compartiment. He just stared at the door for a while like waiting for her to come back.

When he felt his heartbeat again in it's normal speed he sighed deeply and curled up in his seat hugging his own knees again. His gaze was lost somewhere at the floor and he started to feel a bit dizzy, too much emotions for one day.

He was so absent that he didn't notice when or why, but he fainted. When he opened his eyes he had to blink because of the light and he felt it was hard to breath, but the most important, he noticed that he was laying on the floor.