A girls night

Blake was laying on her bed, actually quite bored out of her mind. It was a little late to attempt to go out and get something to eat, though she did stock herself up with a few sweets. Not like she needed that, but it was better than nothing and her failure to eat at the right times of day. Of course it probably would help if she didn't try and find people to entertain her. Pulling her large shirt up slightly to expose her stomach, she stroked it gently before leaning up with intention of finding something to do. Tempted to get off her bed, she groaned and leaned back. She was really actually quite comfortable here on her bed, but she was not sure how much longer she could actually deal with not doing anything.

It was later in the evening just shy of midnight when Fallon finally made her way back to the dorms after her Head Girl rounds. She had sent many back to their own houses wearing scowls but she couldn't help it, she wasn't happy so why should anyone else be. Stopping in the kitchens for a few bottles of juice and a couple sandwiches she eventually made her way back up to the puff dorms. Dropping her goodies on her bed she waved to Blake as she came in.

Sighing she started to change into something more comfortable, a pair of black pants and a red tee she dressed and then dropped to sit on her own bed. "What are you up to tonight Blake?"

Blake heard someone walk into the dorm. There were not many she knew who actually were out that late, so she figured it must have been Fallon. Not that she minded. The only girl in her house she could actually stand and was actually friends with. Shrugging gently, she waved back to the girl and smiled slightly as she ruffled her slightly messy hair that was pulled into a pony.

Watching the girl place down her goodies that she brought up, she grinned and then watched her take her seat on her own bed. Perhaps it was weird that Blake was watching her so intently, but she was observant. Puffing out her cheeks, she sighed and let out the breath she held in. "Me? Nothing," she stated, over inunciating the entire statement with a laugh at the end. "What about you? Have fun sending pesky deliquents back to their dorms?" she asked playfully.

Fallon was quite fond of Blake and was one of the few girls she could actually stand. Most were petty and cruel and made Fallon want to pull their hair out, which pretty much meant everyone she had found out that night. Points had been taken, harsh words said but Fallon kept her head until she got back to the dorms. Most nights she cried silently, unheard due to the silencing charms she placed around her bed.

Feeling Blake's eyes on her as she sat down she glanced back up as she popped open a bottle of juice, "You want something, I skipped out on dinner so I figured I better nip down to the kitchens and get something." That was another thing she had been skipping was meals and she could already tell she had lost weight.

"Yeah there were quite a few people out after curfew but I sent them all back to their respective houses. Love. Eh." Rolling her eyes she took a long sip of her juice wishing it was something stronger.

"Some of the couples in this school make me sick.." she muttered to herself. After all her problems with boys she was beginning to think she should get rid of them all.

Blake chuckled and shook her head. Couldn't very well take the food the girl had stocked up just because she wanted something. If it really came down to it though, she could always take out her sweets, being as she got quite a few from the holidays and still hadn't managed to eat them all, so that would have to tie her over before she went raiding the kitchen for some more odd foods to eat. "Nah, I have myself some sweets," she stated with a shrug.

Listening, she gave a nod to Fallon. "Would be fun to do that. Kids can be rather obnoxious," she agreed. She was one of those kids who liked to go out after curfew, but hey, she had good reason, at least now she did.

"That so?" she questioned simply. Blake was vague with the details from Fallon's relationship drama, but if she needed a shoulder to cry on, Blake was there.... which seemed overly odd to even think about. "Hence the reason I am not in a relationship. Too much heartbreak and drama when all a human needs is a good fuck and the comfort to think someone is there," she admitted.

Smiling she picked up one of the sandwiches, a simple pb & banana mix and took a small bite of it as she listened to Blake. Smirking as her mouth stuck together she dropped her sandwich down and took another drink of her juice. "Are you sure, I'm not really that hungry and I have another sandwich." She doubted she would eat the other one so it would just sit until she got hungry enough again to eat it.

Shrugging slightly she shook her head, "that they can be, and it always seems its either the seventh years I find out or the fourth years. Someone always wants to break the rules, bit annoying really. I would have been back hours ago if it hadn't been for them being out. One couple I had to break up twice..not something I really wanted to walk in on."

Leaning back against her pillows she wrapped her sandwich back up and sat it aside. "Yes, love sucks. All it does is break the innocents hearts and leave someone crushed." Pulling her knees up to her chest she wrapped her arms around them and lowered her head as she looked back over towards Blake. She couldn't help but blush at the forwardness of Blake's words. "I..I wouldn't know about that part really.. I've never been with someone like that."

Blake giggled again and smiled. "Sure. Figure something other than candy will be good for me," she laughed and got off of her own bed and walked over to her bed, standing there casually, not in a hurry to actually get the food, but she was sure once she had the sandwhich it would be scarffed down in no time at all.

Rolling her eyes at the situation Fall was in she sighed. "Have to love the raging hormones of newly found boyfriends and girlfriends. Of course there are those obnoxious delinquents who do it cause they know it annoys you. People.." she shook her head at how annoying some people were. But of course that would make her a hypocrite, but she really has not tried to be quite as delinquent.

She nodded in agreement. No one knew her past, so no one knew that she actually had a relationship, and one that hurt her a little more than she actually thought it would. "It does," she stated simply then lifted her brow at Fall as she said she never had sex. She wasn't as surprised as she thought she would be. Giggling softly, she smiled. "Really? I mean, I guess I could have guessed, but hey, each to their own right? You don't have sex because... well I don't know why... I have sex because that is what I have grown up with. So I guess not everyone needs a good fuck, but at least that satisfaction of feeling loved, whether it be a friend or otherwise and knowing it won't go away."

Smiling as well she nodded, "yeah gotta get a balanced diet and all that I hear." Fallon didn't know that much about pregnancy other than the basics. But she figured her friend could use something other than sweets so that was why she had offered and like always her eyes had been bigger than her stomach. It happened a lot anymore.

Fallon couldn't help but agree, it seemed the hormones of the students had taken over the school and that lust seemed to be the manner of the day. She wasn't like that though but she couldn't help but think she was missing on out on something. But then again it was probably all in her head. "Yeah, it gets a little old after awhile I mean people have been here long enough to know the rules, I shouldn't have to constantly break them up. Its annoying."

Staring down at her bed with a blush at her own admission she nodded. It wasn't that Fallon hadn't ever wanted to do things like that it was just that she wanted it to be special and just right. She had watched so many of her friends get their heartbroken over stupid things and she didn't want to end up the same way. "I mean I started to go that way a few times but I always stopped the guy before it got too far. I'm scared of messing it up you know." Nodding she rested her head back against her legs. "I don't know I must seem really childish."

Blake chuckled and nodded. Sometimes she hated the fact that she was pregnant, but it did help her out with a better diet. One thing she virtually failed at, which made her wonder how she had such a fabulous body. "That is true. Got to eat for two for only a little while longer," she stated, actually looking forward to having the little girl out of her.

"People are hard of hearing when all they can think about is being with that one person. Perhaps once they realize that all they are getting is pain, then maybe they will realize that they could easily just try and see their... partner, during school." She shrugged. Oddly enough Blake was being good and only doing things during her passing periods, or her lack of class periods.

She picked up on Fallon's blushing cheeks and she snickered. "Every person has that moment Fallon. Wanting to make sure that their first time is right and that they don't mess up," she sat down at the end of the girls bed. "Childish? No. Most would consider my actions childish. You are good in your own way. I would much rather have waited... had having sex not become a slight addiction. So no childishness. You will do it when you are ready, and when it happens, neither you, nor the person you are with, will have any doubts about it."

Smiling she leaned back against her pillows once more as she watched her friend. She couldn't help but be just a little bit envious of her, though she was pregnant she still allowed herself to live and seemed like such a free spirit. Fallon felt like a child still sometimes, afraid to take any risks. Because when she did take risks it always seemed to blow up in her face. "I know not much longer right? If you ever need a sitter once she is born let me know and I will be more than happy to watch her." Fallon loved babies and couldn't wait until she had one of her own.

Nodding she rolled her eyes, "I know but still. They know whats gonna happen and they do it anyway. Oh well, its just sometimes I wish I wasn't head girl, cause if I wasn't I wouldn't have to deal with all of it." Shrugging her shoulders she dropped her head back down against her knees.

Hearing Blake's snicker she couldn't help but blush more. "I know but you always hear that's what everyone says. Is it really worth all that or is it better to just do it." Muttering she glanced back up. "Not really Blake, I mean sure now might not have been the best time for a child but you'll make it work Blake I think you will be a really good mom." Offering her a smile she blushed slightly again, "yeah I guess so. I'm just afraid of not knowing what to do I guess. I've read stuff in books you know but its not.. ya know the same."

Blake had grown up... well a free spirit. Left to do what she wanted, even though most sought her actions out and deamed them as ill-advised, but she didn't care. Why live life in a box? To be a cookie cut-out and be like the rest? Sure having sex all over the place was not the best, but she at least knew how to have fun. Of course sometimes she envied Fall. Having the comfort of family and friends, when on the other side of the spectrum and on a general basis, Blake had no family of her own and few friends, if any at all. "You know, I may have to take you up on tha offer. I have a few people I am sure to see after Chante is out, and I would like to pay them a visit in my more fabulous body," she smiled.

She nodded in agreement. "Can't change ignorance when the person doesn't want to change. But hey, look at the bright side. You get to punish the obnoxious kids. Of course it will get old, but have to find a little fun in making those who break the rules pay for their actions," she smiled with a glint of deviousness in her eyes.

Spotting Fall blush more, she smiled. "Fuck other people. It's all up to you when you do it. Clearly you were never really ready when you were with the other guys. I think you are waiting for the right one before you do it," she admitted with a firm nod, "And thanks Fall. I would sure hope I would be a good mum," she gave the slightest hint of proudness in her look before continuing. "It's really not that hard Fall. A few pointers are good, but the real experience is actually doing it, and you will only get better the more knowledge you build. So really, it's not something to worry about. I could give you a little pointer or two if you want. Since I am much too experienced for a seventeen year old girl," she laughed at herself.

Shaking her head at her friends words she couldn't help but chuckle. "Like I said just let me know, I will be more than happy to watch the little bundle. You know how to find me." Reaching up she ran her fingers through her messy locks and then took a long drink of her juice. Picking up her sandwich again she finished it off as she listened to Blake talk some more.

"Very true and I've noticed a lot of that around here. And you are right it is fun to deal out some punishments every now and then to relieve some tensions." Smiling she finished off her juice and popped open another bottle. Now with some food in her stomach and some good conversation she was feeling a tiny bit better.

If there was one thing she could count on with Blake it was her bluntness and it was one of the things she loved best about her friend. She didn't pull any punches and she always told it like it was. "Ya got a point there, in the end it all boils down to me and only I can call the shots. Its just something I'm not too confident about." Smiling she sat up and dropped her legs back down as she started to get stiff from sitting in that position for so long.

"I know but its still something I think about." When Blake mentioned a pointer or two she couldn't help but raise a brow. "Really a pointer or two, what are you thinking?" She was curious to find out what Blake was thinking.

Blake smiled... oddly in a genuine way. Not often did that happen, and of course, it was more prominent with her friends. "I will be sure to contact you. Might need those relxing days away from Chante, cause I am sure she will be an absolute handful. Like her mum," she laughed with a shrug of her shoulders.

Pulling out the other sandwhich and munching on it slowly, she gave inconspicuous nods here and there through bites in her mouth. "Exactly," she winked, "Have to make it fun since you are stuck doing it. I would certainly help you if I could. But alas I don't have the duty," she chuckled with yet another wink.

When it came down to it, she ejoyed being around Fallon. Not only because she was an intelligent and non-judgemental girl, but that she was kind and caring and was willing to speak her mind when she really wanted to. "Point. Your confidence will grow in it. Whether you simply come to the point when you are ready, but no need to sweat it."

Finishing off the sandwhich, she crumpled up the wrapper and tossing it to the trash, she shrugged. "I think everyone does. No matter the innocense, and I am not gonna lie, I do think about it, but it is a simple and natural thing. No need to dwell too hard on it," she informed. Chuckling at her last statement and giving a slightly smug look, she shrugged. "Like one, being calm. When it happens, better to not be tense, well I like it better when my body isn't tense. More comfortable for me. Make sure you are pleased before having sex. Being stimulated beforehand makes it easier for you to climax. Not always something to shoot for for your first time, but one thing all women have to keep in mind. I could give you more if you want."